You realize by studying the Old and New Testaments and the Torah that Jesus is Messiah (Yashewa). You begin tell the gentiles they are included in Gods plan. As the years pass you realize the Jewish people are now being excluded by he gentiles and strive to remind them that The Jews are Gods chosen people. You also do many other wonderful things, making beautiful films of Israel, teach the 1000 year reign and the catching away (rapture).